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So, today I finally rewarded myself for losing 50 pounds and reaching my goal weight. Woot Woot!
And I WILL Make it!!! Bring it on 2012~
Day One- Your stats-
Day Two- How tall are you? Do you like your height?
I’m 5’ 4”. It’s okay. Not smurfishly short but not Eiffel Tower tall either. If anything, I’ve wished I could be a little shorter, simply because 5’4” just seems so…. average, while ‘short’ just sounds cute and tiny. But I don’t really have any other complaints~
Day Three- A picture of your thinsperation. What features do you like about this person?
I want a COMPLETELY flat stomach. AHHhh, it would be great :D …and collar bones. Something about color bones just scream sexy ;)
Day Four- Your greatest fears about weight loss.
Day Five- Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?
Day Six- Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
Yeah, but I’m doing a LOT better. I don’t think I have literally ‘binged’ for a couple of months…but when I did I was miserable.
It’s one of those horrible things that I just want to close the chapter on and never look back. There are better ways to feel better about yourself.~
Day Seven- Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
Eh, my mom knows and me padre has noticed I HAVE lost weight, but they don’t really care. As far as I’m concerned though, it doesn’t really matter. If they want to support me, Great! I love them that much more. But if they don’t, it’s me who will change in the long run regardless of their opinion.
Day Eight- Your workout routine.
Alright, so I don’t really have a set workout system right now. But my sister recently got a Zumba workout for the Wii that’s pretty legit. It’s completely kicking my ass right now!
Day Nine- Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
I know you’re not supposed to take drunks for their word, but when you hear “You’re ugly. I wish I as least had one beautiful grand kid.” from your grandpa (someone I love dearly) yes, it hurts. I’m tired of being a disappointment to my family. It has to change.
Day Ten- What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
FUCKING FOOD!!! (That was really too easy to answer.)
Okay,I really miss pasta. I have this intense, crazy obsession though, specifically with Italian food. God, stop me now, ah: pasta, ravioli, bread sticks, just…..*sigh* Somehow I’ve managed with out it all but, man, I miss it in my life!
Day Eleven- Your favorite thinspo blog and why!
Because she’s really just that awesome :)
Day Twelve- What do you normally eat?
CEREAL! Like a freaking mad man! I’m obsessed. But, hey, it’s low on calories (the kind I indulge in anyways) and I’m still losing weight. Weighed in this morning… Officially lost 41 POUNDS!!! WOOOO~
Day Thirteen- Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
HA….. plead the fifth?
Day fourteen- What’s your UGW? When you expect to reach it?
UGW: 120-125ish, hopefully I’ll reach it towards the end of February, the beginning of March. Fingers crossed :)
Day Fifteen- Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
Vegetarian and Proud! It’s been almost two years now :) I didn’t become a vegetarian for weight loss, I did it for so many other reasons. But I think it’s helped me become more aware of what goes in my body, and proud of who I’ve become~
Day Sixteen- When did you first decide to lose weight?
When I realized I couldn’t even look in the mirror without hating what I saw…. Hating myself.
Day Seventeen- Do you have an eating disorder?
….I’m going to have to say……NO! :)
…. I don’t think so anyways.
Cereal. I can’t even deny it. I’m literally obsessed.
Day Nineteen- When is the last time you ate fast food?
Novemberish? So far, NOT MISSING IT! Ha!!!
Day Twenty- Favorite diet?
The water and low calorie one~
Day Twenty-One- What are your clothing sizes?
Pants: Was-14/15, NOW-7/8(!!!)
T-Shirts: Was-M, NOW-Small~
Day Twenty-Two- What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
What was my lowest weight? Pfff, you act like I’ve been skinny before! RIGHT NOW is the lowest :D
Day Twenty-Three- Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
It’s the 21st century. It’s completely unavoidable. Duh….
Day Twenty-Four- How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia.
I get the appeal of it all and I understand why some people support it. Lately I’ve had to stop and seriously wonder if I had fallen and lost myself in the world of EDs….and honestly I’m still not sure. (Which is freaking scary as hell!)
Day Twenty-Five- Have you ever purged? If you have describe your first experience.
Day Twenty-Six- What excites you most about reaching your ugw?
Day Twenty-Seven- How do you deal with being around food?
Day Twenty-Eight- Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why?
Day Twenty-Nine- Your definition of beauty.
Day Thirty- 10 facts about you! And now, what are your stats?
January 14, 2012
Okay, well this is my first progress picture. Definitely NOT done but I’m closer than I was yesterday <3 Just 12.6lbs to go!
I know it’s kind of hard to see the difference so I’ll be posting better pictures later :)
January 8, 2012
Okay, so in attempt to keep me motivated and on track, I decided to put my stats on my wall so every morning when I wake up I’ll see them. It’s been up for maybe three weeks now(?) and it seems to be working. :) Either way, it’s cute and I like being able to see the progress…
Anyways, tell me what you think!
January 6, 2012:WEIGHT SUMMARY
In October 2011, I began hating myself and everything in my life. Being 175lbs, I was insecure and embarrassed to just look in the mirror or see random candid pictures taken of me.
Since then I’ve decided to make a few life changes, hard changes but ones that have made me happy and feel like I’ve been given a new start. I’ve lost 32lbs and never plan on going back. I still have a long way to go to reach my ultimate goal weight but I WILL get there. :)