So….30 Day Shred?!

Today, I decided to give Jillian Michael’s 30 Day Shred a go…..and so far there are about 3 things I am absolutely positive of:

First, Jillian Michael is an energy sucking vampire. Second, there was a part of her, and I didn’t know how dominant that part might be, that planned on demolishing my current fat situation. And third, (despite that fact that she scares the hell out of me) I might actually be in love with her. 

Day one= WHOA, whiplash! This is going to hurt tomorrow….

Whether I want to or not…

I guess I’ll be on a “fun” diet consisting of nothing but jello for the next week or so 

My freaking filling came out of my tooth today, dentist offices are closes and I doubt they’ll be able to get me in until next week. And Holy Honeysuckles, it HURTS!

Master Cleanse?

Dear all that is holy, I am buying everything to start the master cleanse today. Something I’m actually kind of nervous about starting considering I only heard about how ridiculously hard it is to stick to… but then it has to be worth it in the end, right?

I mean, supposedly Jared Leto lost 62lb.s on this cleanse after he finished filming! Here’s to some serious (hunk) motivation!!! He doesn’t even look like the same person!

Well, either way, I guess I’m going to give it a go and see if it works for me. Has anyone else tried it? Did it work for you??

Today, an 8 year old told me she was worried about her weight.

Seriously. I clearly understand where she comes from and why she might think the way she does. But lets face it, NO 8 year old girl with her entire life ahead of her should have to worry about her weight. Not that young.

Hearing her tell me about how healthy she had been eating and how she had been cutting down on her calories(I was shocked she even knew the meaning of the word!) only to be followed by the heartbreaking sound of disappointment in her voice when she admitted to not have lost anything…. she’s done absolutely nothing wrong and yet she felt terrible about herself. Like she failed.

But she didn’t. Society failed her. And for that my heartbreaks.

*Sorry for the rant…*

Just bought this bad boy:

guess I’ll find out just how great it really is. (Hopefully!)

And if it’s not….

I’m just going to start this cheap apology

by stating the obvious—-> “YOU ARE ALL SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL!”

Sorry, I’ve been AWOL lately. Every time I think my life is just starting to get back to normal, the world decides to start spinning double time leaving me floating in the atmosphere to chase after it. 

Anyways, I’m going to try harder to be on more and post personal updates, answer questions, and blah blah blah, you know,-what ever ^.^ But I hope you’re all doing well.

Stay strong, Loves <3 

New Goal!

So, I’ve really….really….been slacking lately. And I finally realized after I hit my last goal of 120lbs (which was my ultimate goal) and rewarded myself (belly piercing, WOOT WOOT!) I never set another goal and reward. So, *ahem*, I’ll be doing that here and now for everyone to hold me accountable:

115-dying my hair/new style

110-a rib tattoo :D

Good enough rewards? I think so~

**I feel like I should also throw in there that 110 is probably the lowest I ever want to go. However, this once again gives me something to work towards so hopefully this works out :)